Lets Get One Thing Straight...

When I declared to the world that I love this particular guy and confirmed to them that we are on or MU, everyone asked me one question: Bal- an ya nga kamu na?

Everyone should know about this, that when you are having a same sex relationship especially if you are the guy, its very difficult to tell the world how you love your guy because you are afraid of what other people will say about you.

On the other hand, in asking the question to your guy if your an item, its also very difficult because you have this awkward feeling if your partner would accept the idea positively or violently. You're afraid that he will turn you down or he'll turn sour on you.

That's why in this kind of relationship it is more on "pamatyaganay" if you're really an item or not. If you feel that its okay with him or her then go for it. It is not the usual relationship that you need to hear the word "kita na" or "on na ta". After all, everybody deserves to be happy in this world.

Not Too Soon!

I already announced to the whole world that I ended my tumultuous relationship with Baby E. But for the nth time I swallowed what I told them considering that it's not that easy to break up with someone whom you love so much and seeing him everyday makes my love to him grow bigger and fonder.

In the mean time, I'll just enjoy the moment while it last!

I love you!

Always Be My Baby!

Last night, I received an unexpected text message from one of my long time babies, Marvin Chua.

I was touched and teary- eyed because he invited me to go to his place and party with him. I never expected it considering that we was not able to communicate for quite sometime, and with that I realized one thing, MARVIN WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY!

What An Experience!

Yesterday, we went to SM City car park to feel the pre-dinagyang atmosphere and to witness the LUCES in the Sky competition. Luces in the sky is a fireworks competition by different manufacturers all over the Philippines.

At first it was fun because we had dinner and enjoyed the sight in the sky but when the event was over that was the start of our "not so good" experience.

Aside from thousands of people who flocked to watch the show on air, traffic jam was at its worst. We decided to get inside the mall first to buy something. When were about to leave, rain started to pour heavily.

The fact that we were so tired, having gone to Dingle in the morning and in Jaro in the afternoon for a career orientation seminar, we couldn't take it anymore to stay in the mall and wait for the rain to stop. What we did was to look for a taxi cab but there was none. So, we decided to walk in the rain but luckily an empty Jeep pass by and we got a ride.

Thank God! Never again I will put myself into a situation like that. It was terrible! Never again!

It's Over and Done!

I really could not take it anymore!

I've swallowed my pride many times already because of a guy whom shall we call Baby E. But this time, I'm back to my senses. I know what I'm doing now! And I would not let anybody distort my senses again!

A Tumultuous Relationship

I've met this guy whom shall I call baby E in one my classes in a computer school in Iloilo City. He was my crush but when I finally got the chance to met him, it was a total turn off. I did not give him special attention for three months until the end of the first semester that we had a team building activity in Guimaras.

During the feedbacking activity wherein facing the crowd, everybody should give feedback to the one who is in the hot seat, i poured out everything. I told him how I feel for him the first time I saw him until such time that I was turned off with his awful behavior.

The following day, he was so sweet already, but I did not mind him because during that time I was eyeing someone else.

The following week there was an audition for those who wants to represent the school to a dance competition. Since, I knew this guy already, with special privilege I did not asked him to audition but picked him instantly as one of the dancers.

During one of the overnight rehearsals we slept at days hotel iloilo and the following day I was seated at his bedside that when he woke up, unexpectedly he greeted me with a big hug. That was the start of my feelings for him.

That was the start of our tumultuous relationship...

A Different Relationship

Everytime I fall in love with someone, a lot of people are contradicting about the idea and the act itself. Is it because a lot of people assume that gay relationship won't last?

I experienced falliing in love three times already and each time my lovelife fails, a lot of people blamed me for it.

How could you blame someone who is deeply, madly in love?